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Reflecting on 2020

12/27/2020

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Project from a Skillshare class using Procreate on the iPad.
If I had to choose a word to describe how I feel about 2020, I would say fortunate. Though I am sad to have lost loved ones I will never see again  (two cousins, a beloved husband of a good friend), for the most part, I have been fortunate. Instead of feeling restless and frustrated, I feel gratitude. Grateful that I have a place to live, an income (pension, investments, social security), a family, friends, health, a sense of purpose. 
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Christmas Day photo. Daughter, Granddog, me, Mom, and daughter's BF.
My sense of purpose is mainly to take care of my mom. It doesn't take much. I  just make sure that she takes her meds, has clean clothes, and has snacks and food that she likes (and are healthy enough). She makes her own peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for breakfast every morning. When my daughter was my dependent, she was my focus. Now that she is an adult, I have to realize she has her own life to live. I can love, encourage and support her in whatever ways I can, but she is independent, unlike my mom. 
I am healthy. I walk around my neighborhood every morning. I have an open lanai with a view of the coastline 12oo feet or so below, where I drink my coffee, read my paper, and do my crossword every morning.  Up until a few days ago before the most recent eruption, I could see Maui in the distance, We have fruit trees and flowering plants in our yard that attract all kinds of flying creatures - birds, bees, butterflies - and provide us with seasonal fruit.
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These silly girls crack me up.
Before the pandemic, I worked as a substitute teacher, which allowed me to set my own schedule. I decided not to during this pandemic time as it seemed like more stress than I care to have. But I tutor my friend's grandchildren two times a week - which gives me kid time, especially kid hugs and laughs. It definitely feeds my soul. 
When the pandemic is over, I will probably go back to subbing, but I have come to like having fewer responsibilities outside of home. I have learned to be content staying at home, sometimes for days at a time. Since I retired, I have been on this path of creativity - following many strands of  self-expression. 
I have a subscription to Fender Play to learn to play guitar, Hookpad to write songs using their platform, and Skillshare mainly for art. I also have purchased a few art courses from Domestika, another online learning platform. I subscribe to Playwright Submissions Helper and Medium. I listen to a LOT of podcasts. Whenever I don't know what to do with myself, I pick up my guitar, as the only way to get better is to practice. I am never at a loss for things to do, I am never bored. 
I felt strongly that we needed to get rid of the current occupant of the White House. That was a lot of my motivation for creative output this past year. I wrote several essays and letters to the editor. I devoted 50 days to Instagram to watercolor lettering posts about voting. What a relief that we WILL have a new president in a few weeks.  Now that we accomplished that, I am not quite as motivated to post, though I know that there is a lot of work to do.  I am troubled by the racism, the hypocrisy, the corruption, the greed,  that characterize so many people in power. What bothers me more are the millions of people, including friends and family,  who voted for these unworthy people, and who can't see that they have been deluded. We must win Georgia, or evil Mitch will continue his evil ways. 
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A symbol of this tragedy is the video of a nurse treating a dying patient who couldn't believe that she was dying from COVID. This patient, like many like her, lost touch with reality and ultimately, this cost her her life. This cultish hold leads to "drinking the kool-aid"  in the form of not listening to science, not wearing masks, not accepting factual evidence, and voting to keep people in power who care nothing for your needs, for democracy, for justice. 
Somehow I want to be part of the way forward - to influence hearts and minds towards a more just, humane world. I think the way is through art - creativity. We need to be able to show empathy and compassion through images, music, or stories, I don't have the answers, just the desire, I know I am not content just making pretty things. I need to communicate ideas. ​ The end of 2020 just a few days away, this is where I am today- fortunate, hopeful, and conscious of the need to continue to do something. 
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Terri
12/29/2020 09:13:41 pm

Hi Diane, how I love the Xmas card you sent me. It is so beautiful! I am so impressed with your dedication to creative expression and have enjoyed watching you develop your talent over Instagram. Kudos to a live well lived! So glad you and your family are doing well and may that continue into the new year. Sending you much light & love & a letter in the mail tomorrow. I miss you! Blessed Be!

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