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Happiness, Ghosts, and Cleaning

3/28/2015

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Before I leave to Guam, I wanted to have my living area in some kind of order. (Yeah, because my sister is coming to visit my mom when I'm gone and I didn't want her to see my mess.) It was a mess for a couple of reasons. One, I was a teacher so a bit of a packrat, and I had some boxes that I had brought home from school that still needed to be sorted out. Two, I have an aspiration to be a collage artist, so I would save random stuff thinking it would be good for collage. 
Now that I think about it, I have more than two reasons. I am also a wannabe crafter, and I have tons of craft things, like rubber stamps, stickers, and all of my scrapbooking materials from when I was into that. And books, I have a lot of books, and they arrange themselves in random ways when I'm not looking. 

In this sorting out process, I come across lots of things that bring back memories, and then there are those things that for some reason I kept, but I have no idea why. I plan to get rid of those things, but I have fear that I will toss out something significant. (I seem to have done that as I can't find some things that I really want now.)

And then there are these hyper-significant items that evoke such deep hurt that I can't even bear to open the folder. But because the story here is significant in my life story, I don't want to throw it out. 

In my cleaning, I found this little booklet I've kept for many years - 10 Rules for Happiness and Contentment -  by Forrest C. Shaklee, Jr. (remember Shaklee products?) Rule #4: "Live in the Joyful NOW. ... You cannot alter the happenings of yesterday, so why allow worry over them to destroy the happiness of today? " 

Whenever I have had hurts in my life, I have found that the best way to heal is to use the experience in a creative way, such as a character in a play, a collage, or a poem. I have never dealt with this particular story in this way. Will it make me sad, angry, confused, diminished? Probably, but in the end, I will have taken a journey of understanding and when I reach the end, there must be, WILL BE, some kind of resolution. So though Mr. Shaklee would say let it go, don't worry, be happy. But something else, like a soul thing, is telling me to deal with it, make something creative from this significant story. 

So I will. 


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Laverne Moore
3/30/2015 04:25:27 pm

Hi There! Mahalo for sharing. I do miss you, your thoughts and your passion. So are you retired now? Congratulation of your success. You were always a good writer...Laverne

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Diane
3/30/2015 06:48:18 pm

Hi Laverne! Retirement is wonderful.

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Annie
3/31/2015 01:47:11 am

Hey there.....I'm so impressed with your setting of goals and then accomplishing them. I would think it difficult to get a book from a play, but then you like challenges. Sounds like a fun summer for you. Love your writings. Take good care.

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Diane
3/31/2015 06:00:43 am

Hey Annie. Thanks for your support. Think of you often.

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